You've been gone longer than I knew you but that doesn't seem to change a thing. I have come to accept that the pain will likely never go away, I guess because I still feel your presence with me since you were my only and best friend through childhood. I just wish that you were here but I will love you forever Sam. I miss you, our dry humor, I still remember your laugh, your mannerisms, how you looked and our memories together. I have figured something out about myself then figured out why you probably struggled too, it answers a lot in my mind... I will keep that resolution in my heart, things are still quite raw xx p.s. no one else has ever called me Kell ????❤️ xx
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I know Glenn cannon killed Sam he will be brought to justice and will pay for his crime at the very least manslaughter at least 10 years in prison your Sam for ever
I know Glenn cannon killed Sam he will be brought to justice and will pay for his crime at the very least manslaughter at least 10 years in prison your Sam for ever
I still can't believe she's gone. My heart aches and the pain cuts deep. I cry for her all the time. Sometimes I dream about her, they are the best dreams, but then I wake up and I have to deal with the fact she's gone all over again. I can't believe I'll never see her again, its unbearable. She was the nicest person. My best friend and soul mate. If she stood at my door tmrw, I'd be complete again, I'd never let her go or be alone again. Sam, why did you have to leave me here alone, my life will never be the same again. I'll forever miss you my dear friend. I love you.
Her sisters and dad went on the Tower of Terror in Florida. They told us both that it was mild, nothing to worry about. Both Sam and I hate fast rides, but as they recommended it we thought we would give it a try. It was awful, we both screamed and she buried her head in my lap shouting "mum I'm going to die". We laughed about it later, but we didnt think it funny at the time
Sam and I sat up watching television together, a programme came on about people with OCD, and it showed a poor lady taking 3 hours to feed her dog, both Sam and I looked at each other and just couldnt stop laughing. The image of the poor dog sat there waiting for hours was in both our heads. We cuddled together on the sofa with me stroking her hair, if only I had known that was to be the last time I would be holding her close.
