There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,

It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.

I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,

What is to come, to my dismay.

As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions, 

more and more comes, more and more depression.



I assure myself everything is ok!

But who am I fooling?

Then I burst into a spirit of rage.

I have questions, and there are answers.

But I'm afraid and much too weak,

When I try to explain,

I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.

But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,

But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.



I feel intimidated sometimes by others,

But as I said "This is how I feel"

The pain in me is very real.

I lose control, my thought go wild,

and here I am only a child.

If only you knew what I thought,

If only you knew what I fought.

I need my thoughts held captive.



Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal 

and you'll help me think positive.

I'm hurting, I need you! 

Please don't give up on me!

One day I will always make you smile!

Love,

Your Child