god bless you and your family Larry,you are missed very much I see that here

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR IN HEAVEN I MISS YOU SO MUCH

I LOVE YOU.... MISS YOU

baby i am so lost without you........ i love you more than i can ever say i love youuuuuuuu...

baby i love you sooooooooooooooooooooo much and miss you bad

monica

15 years ago

my forever best friend that i miss everyday

you are my best friend and lover i love you. always yours me

baby i am so sad without you.............. i was sitting out side today just thinking about you and how much i love you. baby you are the best friend i ever had i love you. always your Monica

babe i am so alone i want you here and i am not accepting that you are gone....i hate this alls i want is you.... baby you were my life why did you have to leave me? i miss you so much

babe I am missing your smile, touch and kisses.Its been a hot day and wish we were at the beach or on the boat. I love you, bud gives me some kisses and hugs too.

i feel like i have to wait forever to tell you how much i miss you and to hold you in my arms forever, i love you honey and if you only knew how much it is hurting me to not be able to have you back in my arms, our kisses will last me a life time and i want you to know that no one will ever come in the way of our love. i love you babe

baby i am missing you so much, alls i want is you, everybody tells me to go out and meet new people and i do not want to, i want you, i want us, i love you

baby i can't deal with this loss of you i miss you so much, the only thing that keeps me going is the kids and you having the baby in your arms, honey i miss you, please know that you are my world, i miss you.

i am so missing you while we are inside with the rain wish you were here with me now, i love you baby...................... kisses and hugs to you and our baby.

baby i am so sad i just want you to hold me and that can't happen i love you and miss you honey please tell you are okay with the baby i know you are the best daddy ever, i love you both you are my true love,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,i love you

i neeed you to help me get through this i love you so much, i want you next to me.... i miss you and love you..... please don't ever forget the love we shared because that is the only thing that keeps me going i love you honey

i am missing you terrible, i want you so bad and you are gone.............................

baby you are everywhere in my mind, i love you so much, i miss you sooooooooo babe you are such a part of my life and you are not even here i love you so much and want you MONICA LOVES LARRY FOREVER AND EVER

i made you do something no one ever had, i melted into you and you were so amazed... i cant tell you how much we were in synk with everything and wish you were here with me, is she as beautiful as she was i am so sorry we never got the chance, babe you know you are the best dad ever, i want you and i can't sleep thinking about you i love you

i need to sleep and i am not doing well with it, this is the only way i can talk to you please come to me in my dreams and tell me you are doing okay... larry you are my life and you are gone i just want you to know i want you with me forever, i miss you baby,,,,,,,,, take care of our baby till we are together again as a family that we should have been i love you babe this song make me cry every time because it was like you knew what was going to happen sweetheart i am yours forever. love you forever

babe i feel you with me but i just keep wishing this had never happened... you are such a part of me in my mind ,soul, heart and every breath i take. would love to be in your arms and make love to you as we did. no person will ever have me the way you did, you got all of me with every ounce of my love and the feelings of true love is you, you were my soul mate and there is only one of them. i am so glad you were thrilled with my love as you were it is a little sad that i have to wait for you to hold me again but please know that you are my true best friend and i love you and the baby so much... babe you are my world......

i went to the beach today and thought about you in the free spirit of the ocean, baby i love you

I JUST PUT THE RAINBOW UP FOR YOU I LOVE YOU HONEY

baby you are my world and have been since the day i saw you, i miss you so much i was just sleeping and felt you next to me, what a feeling and then i woke up. i was in heaven in your arms, why did you have to leave me with so many unanswered questions, i love you

he said you are in gods arms and you have our beautiful baby and you are lloving being a dad to her, i got some comfort from that but i still am missing you terrible.... i love you babe....

WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE ME, I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WOULD BE US TOGETHER, IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT AND THAT HAD NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE, I MISS YOU BABE, I ALWAYS WANTED US AND I CAN'T HAVE THAT, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND AND I LOVE YOU

i can't tell you how much i miss you i keep listening to our song and i just cry i love you so much, larry i want you to know how sorry i am that you hurt so much i was always waiting for you to tell me we were gonna be ok and we were more important baby you are my love forever i miss you so much , faith is hugging me because i keep crying baby i miss you like you could never believe

mikey just loaded our song on i love you miss you and i am starting to cry, love you.

i keep wanting you in my arms and you are not here

babe i love you more than anything and i want you to hold me.............. peace in heaven hold our little angle in your arms i love you.

they keep saying there their for me and it doesn't help alls i keep wanting is my babies all i want is them, the kids keep me occupied and then alone time alls i want is us and its not there....... babe i want you here and i can't have that it is so hard... i love you

babe i am misssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssing you so i love you aso much and it keeps hurting worse and worse i want to hold you in my arms forever and never have you hurtagain. i love you

it's just me missing my angle and wishing it was not true, i love and miss you babe. forever in my heart

When I am gone, release me, let me go. I have so many things to see and do, You mustn't tie yourself to me with too many tears, But be thankful we had so many good years. I gave you my love, and you can only guess How much you've given me in happiness. I thank you for the love that you have shown, But now it is time I traveled on alone. So grieve for me a while, if grieve you must Then let your grief be comforted by trust That it is only for a while that we must part, So treasure the memories within your heart. I won't be far away for life goes on. And if you need me, call and I will come. Though you can't see or touch me, I will be near And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear All my love around you soft and clear And then, when you come this way alone, I'll greet you with a smile and a "Welcome Home". I hope this brings some kind of comfort to my wife, children, grandchildren, sisters and brothers and Freinds . Author Unknow.

it does not get any easier and i can not get you out of my mind i miss you so muchhoney love you more. forever yours monica

it keeps thundering i am so lonely with out you babe, remember you use to hold me and tell me not to be scared, i am not scared of the thunder anymore just wish you could hold me and love me like before, i love you babe..... peace in heaven....... i miss you

babe its not getting easier. i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu. love you...

babe i just watched the fire works and was thinking about you and no it didn't get the hugs around my waist and the kisses on my neck as you always did, i felt alone. the kids were happy and that helped but i still feel so alone and i can't let them know how lonely i am without you..... babe happy 4th in heaven i love you................................

Sent with love, light, and peace It has been said to me time and time again, that when we are helping someone else we forget about our own problems. Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. 'Friends are God's way of taking care of us.' This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and wanted to share it with my family and dearest friends. I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the 'quickie mart' building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back (1 in a car seat), and the gas pump reading $4.95. I asked her if she was okay and if she needed help, and she just kept saying 'don't want my kids to see me crying,' so we stood on the other side of the pump from her car. She said she was driving toCaliforniaand that things were very hard for her right now. So I asked, 'And you were praying?' That made her back away from me a little, but I assured her I was not a crazy person and said, 'He heard you, and He sent me.' I took out my card and swiped it through the card reader on the pump so she could fill up her car completely, and while it was fueling, walked to the next door McDonald's and bought 2 big bags of food, some gift certificates for more, and a big cup of coffee. She gave the food to the kids in the car, who attacked it like wolves, and we stood by the pump eating fries and talking a little. She told me her name, and that she lived in Kansas City ... Her boyfriend left 2 months ago and she had not been able to make ends meet. She knew she wouldn't have money to pay rent Jan 1, and finally in desperation had finally called her parents, with whom she had not spoken in about 5 years. They lived in California and said she could come live with them and try to get on her feet there. So she pa cked up everything she owned in the car. She told the kids they were going to California for Christmas, but not that they were going to live there. I gave her my gloves, a little hug and said a quick prayer with her for safety on the road.. As I was walking over to my car, she said, 'So, are you like an angel or something?' This definitely made me cry. I said, 'Sweetie, at this time of year angels are really busy, so sometimes God uses regular people.' It was so incredible to be a part of someone else's miracle. And of course, you guessed it, when I got in my car it started right away and got me home with no problem. I'll put it in the shop tomorrow to check, but I suspect the mechanic won't find anything wrong. Sometimes the angels fly close enough to you that you can hear the flutter of their wings... Psalms 55:22 'Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.' My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, especially for the months in 2008, and I picked you. Please pass this to four people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me. This prayer is powerful and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another. Here is the prayer: 'Father, I ask You to bless my children, grandchildren, friends, relatives and email buddies reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace, In Gods' precious name. Amen.' I know I picked more than four -- you can, too. When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say, 'God, could You please get that for me?' Never take someone for granted Hold every person close to your heart Because you might wake up one day And realize that you've lost a diamond While you were too busy collecting stones. Have a great day! monica xxxxx ooooooooooo till we are together again

i feel do dependent on you i never thought i would not be able to hold you again i always took you for granted and now i have no one to turn to, and i want you to be there and you are not.................... i had to fight so hard for my life and you just gave it up without talking to me baby did it hurt that bad? i don't know that i will ever forgive myself for not letting you know how much you were my world, now that the kids are sleeping i just start to cry and ask god why???????????????????? i just do not understand everything we went through you should have known you were in my heart and soul forever, i don't know where to turn............... i have fought to stay alive with all the hopes that we would be together forever, i can't tell you how many tears have been shed but it isn't nearly how much i miss you honey...............................please tell me somehow we will be together again, i love you baby and you have our angel that was made with all the love two people could ever share she was our true connection of us, please hold her tight and tell her i am so so sorry please larry i am not dealing with your losssssssssssss i miss you.....

i keep watching the fireworks and thinking about you..............i have so many beautiful memories of our 4th i hope they are as beautiful in heaven as they are here, i love you babe, i miss you and you are and always have been in my soul...............forever yours

I STOCKED THE POND WITH FISH FOR YOU TODAY, I LOVE YOU LARRY, PLEASE SEE ME THROUGH THIS WHOLE MESS I KNOW AGAIN I AM ASKING YOU TO HELP ME AND YOU DIDN'T THINK YOU COULD ASK ME............... I LOVE YOU

when i look at the stars i often wonder if you see me staring to see if you will give me a sign, in my heart i know you are watching over me and the kids but you are still missing in my life and i want you so bad to be here with me, larry i love you and miss you, please i need you to know that iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii love you.......with all the fire works on the 4th please know that i want you to remember what they were in our life, memories of pure and true happiness, i love you babe and miss you terrible.

i can't understand how you are gone.............. i want you to hold me ................ larry i love you so much

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. ~ Norman Cousins ~

never have i been as loved as i was by this man, hands as soft as silk when he touched me and hard as steel when they needed to be............ i love you lar and miss you more than words can say

It was love at first sight, I saw him and that was the end for my heart, We never even looked back he looked at me and my heart was his, we came from very good families and wanted one of our own, we set the date made the plans and we loved each other for what we were, our baby was on the the way and never did arrive, he holds our baby in his arms in heaven, for once i felt he has our love in his arms for we are not together on this earth he has our baby in his arms, when i get there we can have the family we never got on earth, the boys and i miss you babe, and until we are together in heaven i want you to know you are my true love and always have been. for ever you will be with me and i thank you for the true man you always were to me. baby you are my best friend and lover monica loves larry forever is imprinted in my soul and will never go away

I AM HAVING A HARD TIME OF LETTING YOU GO, I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH, PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE FOREVER AND EVER......................................PLEASE SEND ME SOME MORE SIGNS OF YOU BEING WITH ME

i wear it ever day for the last ten years and it was always supposed to keep us together in our heart soul and minds i will never take it off and always i see us................

baby its bad i waited for to long i am so sorry

all i keep thinking about is you. i want to so bad wake up and find you in my arms and it is not happening i want you to love me with those gentle arms and hugs that made me safe in your arms, larry if only we could take back that day. i would have told you how much I LOVE YOU. i know in my heart you were hurting bad and i am so sorry i am not holding you in my arms to tell you its going to be okay, i miss you and i hope our baby has the best daddy ever holding her right now, I know that you are, larry please know that i am hurting bad and i want you to know that no one will ever take your place in my heart, forever love is you