YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUTCH I MISS YOU BUT IVE FINALLY DECIDED THAT I CANT BE SAD BUT BE HAPPY BECAUSE YOURE IN A BETTER YOU MISSED HOW MUTCH WEVE GROWN AND ME GRACIE , AND BROOKE ARE DOIN A CHRISTAIN MIME .WELL I HOPE YOU AND GRANDMA ARE PROUD OF US WE <3 AND MISS YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAD WE MISS U SO MUCH IM HARDLY MAKIN IT WE LOVE AND MISS U

Happy b day daddy I love and miss you daddy

Daddy it wasAlissa birthday yesterday take care of my big sister daddy dont get to rouf i am sad that u passed away :( i love u

John, I wanted to take this time and wish you a happy fathers day.Although i wish you were here with us I know that you are in a much better place than we are. i miss you so much. We have been going through alot here lately but we just take it one day at a time. Our summer so far as been filled with alot of fun. You would have really enjoyed it.Today our baby turned 7.Time just seems to fly by. I just want you to know that no one can ever take your place in our lives. I love you.Please watch over us we really need your love and support. Thank you for the 5 girls you have given me. nobody but you can do that.as i look down at my ring that you gave me for mothers day before Alissa was born i reflect on all of our years and the wonderful memories we made. Forever Yours,Aimee

i miss you and i have girlscouts now and it is so hard to talk about the things you left behind your girls your family your wife i cant find out a way to say good bye but your just in the greatest place and it is tow years from your death now i cant live with out you and it is still hard for me to get over the stupidest thing you did leaving your life behind but i have to face the blind side of my heart without you and the love in the dark and i loved you just dont know how much i did and i dont understand my life it is so stupid and you left the world when it just changed it is so crazy and so boring without you and with sisters it is so boring i miss your hugs and your kisses that was my medicin to make me fill better but some things change i hav a cold heart with out you and my life oh it is so out of controle i still have to take pills for that and the hard work that you put me threw and i am crazy with myself i love you and miss you but the life is crazy bye all my love ashlee emma- loise rowlett JOHNS DAGHTER LOVE YA BYE

Hi dad it is Ashlee i am at aunt Lisa,s house I LOVE U

Happy Birthday I Love You. Horray for Daddy I Love you. I will put something on your grave later. And I hope you have a happy birthday without us in the heavens. Love,Gracie

Happy Bitday Daddy i love you You are my angl i love you fome brooke

Happy Birthday daddy I love.I you wish you were here. Love Ashlee

ha happy birthday i love u and miss u

its been awhile and i still cant believe you are gone man. You would be proud all of your girls are getting so big and are beautiful. I cant even look at kayley or brooke without seeing you in them. everyone misses you so much. have a great birthday we will be thinking about you bro

John, There is not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. We miss you so much. Why you left us so soon we will never know or have the answers we need.How is our baby girl? I bet she is even more beautiful. Give her a kiss from Mommy, & tell Grandma that me and the girls love doing the crafts she left for us. We love and miss you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love, Aimee,Kaylee,Ashlee, Brooke, & Gracie ps I forgot to tell you remember how we wanted to call Brooke Caitlin and my mom and your mom through a fit well guess what this year in school that is what they call her, so we finally got it our way. lol

The little things that make us miss you even more. Like Kaylee being so boy crazy right now,Ashlee is getting better everyday now that we found the right medicine for her, Brooke losing 4 teeth in one month, And Gracie getting her ears piereced without even crying. The little things that you have not physically been here for I know that you are smiling down here from heaven and so proud of our beautiful children.

i still think of you everyday. your girls r getting big. i am sure they miss u! miss ya and love ya!

i loveyou daddy.you're the best.happy father's day .you're so nice. love gracie

I wish you were here on Fathers day mourning and I think about you on that same day wondering why you can't be here. I wish I could see down inside your heart. How can can breathe without you beside me and your heart is where I lay my head, so when I can't sleep thats when I think about you. But do you know that I love you from heaven and back.But I know God and you are right beside me always so you look down and see your prious kids and you wish you were here with us. I LOve You!!!!!

I Love You. Wish you were here for Fathers Day. Love,Brooke

I Love You. I wish you were here for Fathers Day.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!i love you daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Love my Daddy. Love,Gracie

Dad, I wish you were right beside me and holding my hand.I Love You dad!!! Love, Brooke

Dad, I wish you were here right now,beside me because I have nothing to do without you. I wish I could touch the skies to see you again. I Love You Daddy!!! You are my hero too. From Ashlee

i miss you.everyday i wonder what it would be like if you were still here.i can't stop thinking about u.i do it constintly.i wish you were still here.well i gotta go grandpa told me to go.tell grandma and the angels hi for me. love,kaylee

We'll John I haven't been on here in awhile, seems like I am not the only one. Things are basically the same LIFE SUCKS! I miss you and mom so much. Someone has left flowers you and mom. Aunt Geraldine sent some home with dad and he took them to moms. I go out to visit you two quite often rain or shine. BTW we r getting way too much rain, yall up there need to hold off some, thanks. Guess I will go. You r gone but not forgotten! Love Always ~~ Lisa

Daddy we miss you alot. We know that God needed a new angel and that you wanted to hold Alissa and although we miss you alot we know you are in a better place.Mommy has helped us start a memory book about you and we add to it almost everyday. We look at the pictures we have of you everyday.There is not a day that goes by we don't talk about you.We Love You,Daddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love,Kaylee,Ashlee,Brooke, & Gracie

hey john. well i went to visit you and mom a few minutes ago before it rains. I cannot go there without tears rolling down my face. I have a headache now, its from the tension from crying. this old world is the same since you left us, well not really. missing to close family members. you know i miss my momma. she had to go be with you, the pain of burying one of her kids was too much for her to continue. i wish you would have worked thru your demons and wouldnt have left us. keep an eye out for everyone cuz this world is nuts. love and miss you! Your Sister~~ Lisa

miss you so much

Its been almost two months. People says things will get better as time moves on but it hasnt gotten better yet. You are missed by your sister. I have started going to church. Trying to read the bible and educate myself alittle. I will write more to you later. Your in my heart forever.

Hi John, It's me Darla. I still don't know what to say because I keep hoping that you 're still here listening to whatever is on my mind. Most of the time it was hearing you say, "I need to talk to my best friend." Of all my life I never had a friend that I could count on until I met you. God knows what he's doing and we never questioned that. We love our God with passion, understanding and most of all the beautiful spirit that bonded us together. I'm having dreams of you John and I can't see your face. I feel your presence so strong but when I wake up I try to remember what these dreams are about but can't. It's so confusing and leaves me hurting more inside. I get so mad at you for leaving and hurting me the way you did. You promised me you would always be here for me. I stopped by and talked with your dad yesterday. He is so easy to talk with about you. He understood you the most. He misses you very much and we had a few laughs together about you. I've been reading our favorite chapter of the Bible and it helps me to deal with this pain I have daily. Just know you are still my favorite and most beautiful man I've ever known. All My Love, Darla P.S. Our memories were short but I will keep them alive forever.

We grew up together I loved you like a brother I have so many great memories of you ! watching Rambo to playing at the creek , stayin with you at your house, trick or treating, you were a big part of who I am today, I know we were not as close as adults you with your family and I with mine but I have so many fond memories to many to right down . I remember when my little sister died how you and your whole family rallied around me and my mom and dad I dont know how we would have made it without you guys but I was in my room crying and you came in and sat beside me and asked me to go out and play for a little while and that was what I needed just to relax for a minute I have never forgot that . john I miss you Go fishin with my dad every once in awhile

I don't know even know how to start. You were my first love, my first pretty much everything. We have shared so many memories the 15 years we were together. The good times and the bad. As I get older the bad once have a way of fading away, so now I am left with just the good ones. You gave me 5 beautiful little girls.As I sit here with tears in my eyes I think of all the special times we had as a family and the memories just keep on flowing. We miss you so very much. Me and the girls read the passage you left us evry night before we go to bed and we also have a book called angels around us. We know that all though you are not here with us in body you are watching over us all the time that is something that we take great comfort in. Give Alissa a kiss for me and tell her mommy loves her, you & grandma take turns rocking her. We love you. Your leagacy will live on forever in our 4 beautiful girls. Love,Aimee

my was a great person.he survived on me and my sisters.somtimes i even feel he is with me.but we can not change anything. but he has been telling me he is here and we will be together agian inheven i loved my dad ALOT.

i love you dad ihope that every1 hills from brooke;

ashlee i now how my dad love his kids i shure do miss my dad. their holes in the foolr of heven and the tears are poring down thats how i now he is waching wishing he coud be her wright now. love ashlee i coud fight for you

john and i are only 7 months apart.... the fondest memory i have of my nephew was when he came to my house in south carolina, to vist his grandpa... there was this boy i grow up with named roy...we ll we was fightting one day and i told the boy just how i was going to kick his butt...he the told me that he had a bat...john came around the cornner about that time and and said and she has a john john.... i love my proctive little nephew