Over 13 years and the pain is still deep.

OMG lil bro I thought this page was gone. I miss you soooo damn much!

Everyone says that the grieving gets easier in time; well I don't know who made up that lie..... You were taken from us so long ago and it still hurts like it happened yesterday. You are in my thoughts everyday baby. How I miss you so. What I wuld give to be able to hear your voice again; or see that babyface of yours. Everyone says you're in a better place; I think you were fine right here where you were. I will always love you Jay. Forever in my heart. Angie

Jahmelle you are one of the most beautiful souls I've ever connected with. I will always remember your smile and you telling me, "all I want to do is take care of the women in my life". You always spoke so highly of your mother, your sisters and your daughter. You love them so much and appreciate all they did for you. Your time here on earth was cut too short but Jahmelle, you will always live in our hearts. May God provide comfort and strength to everyone struggling with your murder and wishing you were still here. I miss you and think of you everyday. Lost but never forgotten. R.I.P. Love always and forever,  Carissa Beresford xoxo

Please dont ask me if im over it ill never get over it please dont tell me hes in a better place hes not here with me please dont say atleast hes not suffering I haven't come to terms with why he had to suffer at all, please dont tell me you know how I feel unless you have lost a child, Please dont ask me if I feel better Dying isint a condition that clears up please dont tell me you had him for so many years - what year would you choose for your child to die? Please dont tell me that god never gives us more then we can bare please just say you are sorry please just say you remember my child please just let me talk about my child please just mention my childs name please just LET ME CRY, - your mother- I love you

Journey to the promise land a place you want to be may each day be a blessed one and everlasting praise. LAUGH WITH US MY FRIEND

Its been 3 long years, Painful and Sad but God has given ME the strength to go on. your presence I miss your Memory I treasure Loving you always forgetting you never. You'll always remain in my heart my angel♥ Love your mother♥♥

Its been 3 long years, Painful and Sad but God has given the strength to go on. your presence I miss your Memory I treasure Loving you always forgetting you never. You'll always remain in my heart my angel♥ Love your mother♥♥

Whoever said this will get easier with time lied!!! I guess it is true about not knowing what you have until it's gone. It's weird. I still wait to hear you on the other line of the phone telling me to open the door, or that you're on your way home and want something crazy to eat at some ridiculous hour of the morning. What I would do for just one more time.... I love you Jay. You will always be in my heart. XOXOXO

Wow, how time flies its been 2 yrs already and its seems just like yesterday. Its sooo true when people say the good always goes first and you were one of them. U may be gone, but will never be forgotten. Rest in beautiful paradise my friend. Miss u lots

I'm wearing one of your marinas today. I can't beleive two years has passed already and no justice has been served in your honor. Long cold days...endless, sleepless nights wishing I could hear your voice- even one more time. Sooo much to say, no time left to do so. Unable to deal with reality that I will never get my wish. I think about so many of the things we used to talk about in the late nights- and they are so true. You were so right. Faintly I can hear you saying " I told you so babes." You are in my thoughts and prayers everyday baby; the memories and tears inevitable. I LOVE YOU

uncle uncle uncle, i miss yoou so much ! i feel like i wanna cry . my heart just went cold *crying* i loove you soooooooooooooooooo much ! when did you have to go so soon 26 ? thats way too young ! why would anyone try to harm you ? they only know because one day there gonna pay we will have our justice !!!! your the best Uncle any one can ever have<3 your the best i loove you forever (no one can ever replace you) loove you unks.<3 loove kiikii.<3

Missing you so much Homie. 2morrow makes it 2 yrs since that horrible day I can"t believe you're gone I still think sometimes I'm gonna look around n see you. Or you gonna come knocking at my door. Then reality sinks in nd I realize ur are really gone. I will never 4get you you live in my heart . Your beautiful memories will always live on....Like the song says we'll b 2gether 1 sweet day. luv u 4eva baby.

jahmelle it has been 2 years but it seems like only yesterday when you were with me.deep in my heart,memories are kept of one whom i love and will never for get.the tears in my eyes i can wipe away ,but theache in my heart will always stay.the voice i heard is now silent but i will always remember your laughter,your love generosity and care for all. i love you jahmelle miss you so much and you will always be in my heart. mommy

jahmelle it has been 2 years but it seems like only yesterday when you were with me.deep in my heart,memories are kept of one whom i love and will never for get.the tears in my eyes i can wipe away ,but theache in my heart will always stay.the voice i heard is now silent but i will always remember your laughter,your love generosity and care for all. i love you jahmelle miss you so much and you will always be in my heart. mommy

jahmelle it has been 2 years but it seems like only yesterday when you were with me.deep in my heart,memories are kept of one whom i love and will never for get.the tears in my eyes i can wipe away ,but theache in my heart will always stay.the voice i heard is now silent but i will always remember your laughter,your love generosity and care for all. i love you jahmelle miss you so much and you will always be in my heart. mommy

It's almost 2 years my Baby and the pain hasn't gotten much easier. I still miss u jus the same , I still cry I'm still mourning 4 you. Still no 1 caught. I know Jah sees hear n answers prayers and they will get their justice so I'm not worried I have faith. I know 1 day we will be together we all miss you and love you u are my shining star and hero. So until then imma still fight the fight . Love you 4ever u dun know.

Haven't been on the page for awhile but I haven't forgotten you. Just that sometimes it"s so hard for me I still can't believe that you r gone. I still expect to c you jus walk up to me and say wha kine a idiot thing dat ? how mi fi dead ?u know u had the Jamaican slang down pat lol.I miss u so much not a day goes by w/o me thinking of you. Love you so much lil bro .wat keeps me going is having faith in jah's promise to be reunited wit our loved ones 1 day. LOve you baby !!!!

i know i haven't written here for a while uncle, but i love you so much yesterday i was in the car coming back from grandma's thanksgiving dinner, and i was thinking about how much more fun it would be if you were there, because i know were theres a party your there ;) then i was just there and a few tears came down my face i know you don't want know one to cry you want us stay strong but it's so hard, everyone thinks of you and those ediot's that murdered you think they got away but there so wrong, i love you so much til' i see you again just enjoy that you don't need to feel no pain your the best R.I.P UNCLE HOMIE YOUR THE BEST !

Miss u so much Homie my little big bro ....Hear so many new songs I kno you would have loved like "Touch a button" Rick Ross new song I kno u would have been dancing like crazee at the clubs,dancehall. Cuz u loved the dances so much it was ur fave enjoyment next to hooking up wit the girls lol. I miss you n talk to you and think of u each day ur mom is struggling to survive wo u .ur her spoiled little babe . I kno ur in good hands nd I kno i,ll see you again. Love you baby ur the simply the best ur betta than all the rest. xoxoxo muah.

Love you bro

That was one of ur first nickname u were abt 2-3 yrs when they started calling you that the 1st one was booza cuz if u saw a beer bottle some where u always tried to drain it lol....I miss u so much hon my bday passed n I was so miserable knowing ur not here I don't no how the hell Im going on without you . I'll never forget you you are my baby bro I watched you grow from a cute little kid to handsome young man. Wish you were physically here..I saw u last night in my dreams n i'm so happy to see you ,you looked happy . love you boo n justice is a must c you when I get there ..Imma leave a soccer pix cuz it's world cup I no u loved when Ella use to play soccer u were his biggest fan.

Missing you still dear friend....

Missing you....

I had a dream about you again the other night. You were smiling like only you do. But you also said something really wise and only you would know and say. I'm having a hard time accepting that I can not pick up the phone and call you. I miss you each passing day. You are a wonderful friend. May god continue to bless your family.

Ur bday came and went we had the biggest party for u not gonna lie I broke down but u knew I would I love u so much ur daughter is growing so nice she's so much like u that damn stubborn attitude love you lil bro ur memories are kept in my heart . love you and miss you we'll be together again !!!!

A little over a year now and it still seems like it was just yesterday I got that dreadful call. Whoever said it gets easier with time lied. I miss you so baby. I love you so and you wil never and can never be forgotten. I will cherish the memories forever, and thanks for the other night. Your promise lies with me every moment of every day.

A little over a year now and it still seems like it was just yesterday I got that dreadful call. Whoever said it gets easier with time lied. I miss you so baby. I love you so and you wil never and can never be forgotten. I will cherish the memories forever, and thanks for the other night. Your promise lies with me every moment of every day.

The sun is shining bright like your smile, air breeze warm like your hugs. A day to remember such a wonderful person who touched my life like no other. You are deeply missed I love you Jahmelle 4ever and always. Happy 28th!

Lil bro it's 1 yr and three months since you've left us it's not getting any better I'm so deeply crushed my life will never b the same . Mom who used to be full of life is lost and and so heart broken I try to b strong for her but I myself is so weak and is in soo much pain but I'm trying to b there for her. We love you so much jahmelle words cannot explain I keep telling myself you've moved to another country and we'll c each other some day . I kno I'll c u again cuz jehovah promised us that ,but it's just too hard to know we are going through life without u and ur bday is coming soon makes it even worseI love u lil homie !!!!and miss u muah!!!

Thinking of you, and missing you too... Love you!

ILov3 yeww soo muuch unclee nxt month bday <3 r.i.p

When I dream of you I use to feel so alone, but I saw you in my dream last night and this morning I feel lifted. Today will be a good day! you are so missed and so loved by many. Thank you for touching all of our lifes. I'm thinking of you and I miss you. Love you jahmelle

I dreamed about you the other night and all I could remember was your smile. I miss calling you and bothering you. I miss you being the person that helped me to see reason in awkward situations. I miss popping up and surprising you. I miss being there for you... Thank you fro giving me the honor of knowing you....

I miss you so much, and I wish I could tell you how much I truly love you. The world is a different place without you. It was a blessing knowing you and an honor to love you, you are missed very deeply. Always loved, forever missed, never forgotten. P.S. One of the most beautiful hearts I ever met and I will miss you.

seeing the reenactment on t.v. make me sad but at least i got to say good bye(tear*) ilove you sooo much ! and i cannot wait 2 c u again no matter what JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED

JUSTICE WILL B SERVED HUN LOVE U ALWAYS !!!!

HOW CAN I LIVE WITHOUT YOU HOW CAN I GO ON HOMIE I MISS U SOOOO MUCH WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN THEM CAAN STOP WE

Jahmelle, I will continue to fight in your memory to find answers to who took you away. God is not asleep...