All the what ifs.All the things i never got to say.All the signs i missed. Know that i always cared about you. I always missed you. and i would have made it all right again, i would do anything to have you back. All the fun we use to have, i dont know how i ever let them come to an end. So thank you for always being there for me. Thank you for giving me the best times of my life. Thank you for never failing to make me laugh. Thank you for never judging me. Thank you for giving me a chance to be apart of your life and family Thank you for all the little things you gave me to show you cared Thank you for being the best friend i was never able to be back. xo

i miss you i love you im sorry always in my thoughts bub.! xo

Hey Baby, I picked Hayleah up from Breanna's today and on the way home this song was playing and i had a little cry Your still a part of everything i do, your on my heart just like a tattoo... ill always have you my heart contstantley aches I love you Baby Love Always and Forever MUM xoxoxoxo

Hey Precious Im going shopping to caro tonight I'll be looking out for you I know you'll be there I ove you with all my heart now and forever xx

I love you so much percy baby! i'm so sorry this happened to you, im so sorry for every fight and every nasty word spoken. I love you so much, i thought i had all the time in the world. Im an idiot for thinking that! I miss you and will forever and i hope that when i get up there you'll come and give me a big cuddle, thats all i wish for ash. All i want is one more cuddle with you. Please come back.....stay forever. I love you ashleigh and were a fu#kin superstar! xoxo Love and miss you always xoxo

I MISS YOU and i love you too xx

hey babe, thinking of you always, i always say a quick hello every time i walk past your photo, miss you like crazy! I had the worst dream last night, with bumbles, we jumped into a pool and i couldnt get to the surface, i could see her screaming under water but i couldnt get her up to the air, i woke up and was in tears. If you were still here i know that youd help me through everything and in a way i guess you still are,, i miss you so much! its really not fair! wish that you were back here but wishing isnt doing so i guess ill have to see you in another life... love you forever and always,, xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

it has has been very sad again in our house today more so we truly loved you and always will all love forever jen rob mitch ant and kate xx

Sweetheart our thoughts are with you always - a super star in so many ways - you were so loving, funny and a very caring person to everyone you loved and that was so many, and so many who loved you too. It still does not seem real, it seems like only yesterday you were here : sitting at this computer downloading your music with Sahreece working out your partys for the weekend eating lollies and laughing out loud - i still hear your voice and your laugh. Miss you heaps baby girl. Love and Kisses forever !!!!!!!!!!! Lorraine.

on my comment that was ment to be a picture of you my angel! love you forever baby

<a href="http://www.picoodle.com/view.php?img=/3/11/4/f_AshleighSusm_f08f82f.jpg&srv=img37" target="_blank"><img src="http://img37.picoodle.com/img/img37/3/11/4/t_AshleighSusm_f08f82f.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosting by Picoodle.com" /></a> I know you are in a better place But I miss looking at your face You were so young to die Every night I sit and cry Wondering why does it have to be this way It hurts so much because there's nothing I can do or say That can make you come back to me There is one thing that's plain to see That one day we will be together again And now until then you will always remain my best friend. ilvoe you and wanna see you so bad :( you are the one i miss and will till i see you again!!! LOVE YOU FOREVER BABE!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox #1 angel, love you forever and ever DANA

Love you babe,, went driving last night and every time i stalled it and had to start it again i could feel you laughing at me!!! miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey Princess, I really Love you and Miss You, Cant Wait Till The Day I See You Again. No one Can or Will evr Fill The Space In My Heart That You Had And Still Do Have. You Are Such A big Part Of me Ash I Think About You All the Time, Your The First Thing That pops Into My Head When i Wake Up And The Last Thing That i Think of before i Fall Asleep, You Truely are My Everything Babe I Love You With All My Heart Forever And Always xx

hey Ashleigh.. i really miss you baby.. carousel just isn't the same with out u. i still think i will c u but i get disappointed when Ur not there babe Ur friendship means the world 2 me... you would be happy 2 know i moved home babe i hope i still make u proud.. : ) i cant wait 2 get my tattoo its just for you hunny.... love you always lisa-marie Chelsea your a wicked mum and an awsome person.. im truley sorry for your loose on a beautiful daughter! xxx

Hey Beautiful Girl Just a quick note to say I LOVE YOU!!! My life just isnt the same anymore, all i can say is if your listening that i truely love and miss you baby and that we talk about and to you everyday!!! My true first love ,i loved nothing the way i loved you until you were born, Love Always and forever MUM xoxoxoxoxo

miss ya xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx love jen rob mitch ant kate and zoe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i dont know what else to say anymore ashleigh, god i miss you so much and i just wish i could have a short moment to tell you how sorry i am and to apologise for my stubborness. I love you with all my heart ash, i wish i could bring you back to your beautiful family. I love you! it shouldnt of been you, not now, not ever and especially not this young. I miss you percy baby...yeh boiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! xoxo Love you forever em

just picked up ant lani jodi b cassie cam and damo from the races and we where remembering all the good laughs with you ash and talking about how much we miss you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I'm reminiscing on your tenderness and the snuggling and teasing Missing what I remember, kissing and hugging and squeezing Bugging and weezing, I'm having trouble when breathing It's even tougher when sleeping But there's a couple of reasons that I'm suffering and grieving For loving and leaving, you all I'm thinking of in the evening You got my knees buckling and weakening Thoughts of nothing but freaking that I'm struggling to keep in And interrupt when I'm speaking I got some game that I'm preparing to run The way your lips sparkle and glare in the sun You got your hair in a bun, no matter what you're wearing you stun Cause your comparing to none, I wanna share in the fun I feel a passionate lust when I'm imagining just us alone at last with a touch I see you grasping to trust, but my intentions are good The seed is passing in dust I'm not asking to rush and answer immediately I just wanna be there for you and you to be there for me If you agree to repeat after me, I Love You (I love you baby) Cause I just need you to see, how much I'm eager to be Your man legally wed, your love's keeping me fed This is easily said, so you can lead or be led If you care to be down cause ain't nobody Like you no where to be found bub ____________Rest In Peace____________

hey babii,, hows heaven treatng you? do you miss us as much as we miss you? miss having our little d n m's, theres so much that i wish i could tell you,, haha u wuld have laughed at me at achool today, i went to the toilet and saw "" and i coulndnt pee coz i was scared he could hear me pee from outside the toilet so i just did my hair and went out, her was standing out there,, i was like omg how shame!! bet you, you were doibg "highh fiiive" miss you the world and even the space planets!! a memory just came up when we stayed at Jennas house,, we were walking past ashburton primary with our drinks when the cops drove past hahahahah we ditched them, turns out they turened the street before they got near us,, that night was the best night of my life.....hahah CANDYYY!! and the other hotie, we were pimps that night! i love love love you!! miss you now tomorrow and the next day ! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love ya miss ya heaps jen rob mitch ant and kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Miss you baby girl, weeks go by and agonising Sundays where we all think of you so much. Keep smiling our princess until we all meet again - you were a star in our lifes and now a true star we can all look up too. Love you heaps !!! Lorraine. Lewis. Steph

I'm going for broke, gambling and playing for keeps Everyday in the streets, scrambling and paying for cheep Praying for sleep Dreaming with a watering mouth Wishing that my baby girl is peacefully resting now Im in a slaughtering house, caught up in bouts Going back to the roots of all evil I've seen it turn beautiful people crude and deceitful And make them do shit illegal For these Grant's and Jackson's These transactions explain a man's actions But in the midst of this insanity, I found my Christianity Through God and there's a wish he granted me He showed me how to cope with the stress And hope for the best, instead of moping depressed Always groping a mess, of flying over the nest To selling dope with the rest I quit smoking cess to open my chest Life is stressful inside this cesspool Trying to wrestle, I almost bust a blood vessel My little brother's trying to learn his mathematics He's asthmatic, running home from school away from crack addicts Kids attract static, children with automatics Taking target practice on teens for Starter Jackets I'm using smarter tactics to overcome this slum I won't become as dumb as some and succumb to scum It's cumbersome, I'm trying to do well on this Earth But it's been Hell on this Earth since I fell on this Earth It's a broke day but everything is ok I'm up all night, but everything is alright It's a rough week, and I don't get enough sleep It's a long year pretending I belong here... bub ___________Rest In Peace___________

You should still be here.! I wish i could go back to the days we were running amuck at Aarons, the daiis we'd spend at home talking for hours, the daiis we sed we'd be best friends forever, some of the best daiis of my life. Its so hard to find the words, but they all lead back to im sorry. The most amazing person i've ever met. iloveyou.

hey hun, another day without you, one more day that i get closer to you,, its my birthday soon, the countdown has began lol.. is going to suck reall bad not having you here with me to celebrate it, probly the worst birthdaii.. im hoping to take some butterflies and release them at the beach on ur birthday which isnt to far awai, i remember last year i made u a cake but it didnt last long enough to get to you haha everyone must always get sick of me writing on here to you, i do it everyday.. i keep a journal for you aswell, il put it at the freeway when ive filled it all up.. next week is the chris brown concert, im hoping that he dosnt sing no air, that song really gets me, it was the last song at your funeral and the song that i said my one last good bye to you, love you percy,, forever and always... "all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade,," iLoveYou xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love ya ash gee we miss ya love jen rob mitch ant kate and zoe xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx ps thinking of going into the tree pruning business a snap here and a snap there what do you think?

Hey you, Its been 14 weeks and i hate sundays!!!! Ive thought about you all day every second and want you to know that you mean so much to me that life is to short to sweat on such small useless things, i will live life like theres no tommorow and will live my life the way we want us to!!! I LOVE YOU GIRL WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE !!!!! Love MUM XOXOXO

hey my baby,, miising you like crazy!!!!! its soo unfair,, i just want everything to go back to normal, the days where we laughed adn cried about boys and the days where we were giving each other the honour of beiin god parents,,, when and if i do eventually have kids, you will still be there god mum, it sucks that they wont grow up to know you but i will make sure that they grow up to know what a strong independent chik u were,, i love you so much... nothing will explain the feeling of knowing that u aint coming back.. i love you forever and always.. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

ash i dont even know what to write anymore its so hard without yu here....i wish i could run up 2 yu and give yu a hug....i never stop thinking asbout yu and im sure any1 that new yu would say the same thing....the minute i found out yu were gone i was speechless tahlia called me and told me and she had to keep asking me if i was still there...i wouldnt belive it at first then i watched the news and seeing that picture of yu made me cry so bad mum made so many phone calls to see if it was true and what happened she was in so much shock....i came on yur myspace page that night and looked at yur pics and i couldnt belive it was yu....why was it yu, yu were so good to every1 yu did not deserve this why do the good people go....yu should still be here ash i will always love yu i will never forget yu forever yu will be in my heart!! xxxxx love yu

Hay Bub..! Sahrece gave me a photo of us last night when we went to pick her up, it made my night. We didnt really have that many photos 2gether but wen we did take them we looked shocking haha, well mainly me with my blue lips =]] So yeh i think this one is pretty cool, you look beautiful as always. I miss you the world. love you always Percy. xo

hey babe, miss you! i wish i just had one more day with you, then maybe it wouldnt hurt so much... i was just looking at kates recent pic of the cross and i saw that my necklace was still there, i was a bit worried that it had blown away or something... this time last year bub... loveyou xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

we just come home from visiting your cross but i know you are watchin so you know that already . I did a bit more trimming on the freeway so everybody can see you cleary you know that big bush that was hanging in the way well i figured you would have thought what the heck and i also thought what the heck so i removed it permantely ha ha what was the worst that could happen if i got caught ! I make a pretty good tree and bush trimmer even if i do say so myself kate and zoe were laughing rob was just shaking his head it was funny and zoe came up with a good idea we are going to put you in lights as you should be we are going to get two of those solar lights and put with you we went to bunnings but it was closed we will go and get them. Well she figure you deserve your own shining lights you are and always will be a star so she thought well thats what well do so next week ash youll be seen it your own little spotlights like a shining star. love you rob jen mitch ant kate and zoe xxxxxxxxxxxx

KB

16 years ago

just would like to know how Ash died....was it a car accident?

Miss you thought of you so much over the last few days especially, so many things going on as you know, you were always my back up and helped me with problems. I miss your imput babe you always knew what to say. I wish i could have a moment with you right now and then would all make sense. For a young girl you were so wise and i miss that about you. Love you Ash now and forever Lorraine

miss you baby,, forever in my heart,,, They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, They can play the music that will never play, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday... i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

when are you coming back xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx jen rob mitch ant and kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

love ya and miss you

To My Beautiful Angel, Words can't describe the pain i feel. Love Always and forever, MUM xoxoxoxox

KB

16 years ago

It would be hard to loose a daughter...my prayers are with you. God bless you be strong and your beautiful daughter is watching over you...KBx

Loving You always Ash xx

love ya ash jen rob mitch ant and kate xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Hey baby love you to bits and still angry your not here. Look out to the sky everynite to see if you are there and know your looking down on us all. Your in our hearts forever. Love You !!!!!!! Lorraine. Lewis & Steph

hey ash ya know every now and then i get this strange feeling...like yesterday i walked past your photo blew it a kiss hopin you'd jump out and lay a big sloppy one on me...everyone misses you so much ash yep we all still want that minute with you...you will certainly loved and missed til the end of time baby.... still luvin ya ta bits.. trace xxxxx

To My Baby, LOL i forgot all about Penny Pencil, Thanks Jess for reminding me that bought back some really funny memories like when we made pizzas and when Ash and i used to go for walks and we would walk past your house and throw stuff at Beaus window so he or Ashley would come out to say hello!!! Lots of funny memories you know wat im talking about the ones i cant write on here!!! Love u Thanks for the laugh, i was feeling down and that so cheered me up!!! Love you Ash MUM xoxoxoxoox

I miss you. xo

Hey Princess I Had a really bad night last night, worse then normal. I Miss you so much, I dont understand why it was you who got taken. I would give the world just to have you back! I really love you Ashleigh So Much R.I.P Angel Ash i love you

Hey there gorgeous girl, I think it hasn't really hit anyone that you are not with us anymore, I know I am still in total shock so I can't even begin to imagine the pain and hurt that your mum and Tony, Jayden, Bree & Hayley are going through. Talliah and I often have a big belly laugh at the night when you stayed at our house and we had a water fight in the house, it was so much fun and I only wish now I had photo's...but in saying that I will never ever forget it and definetly never ever forget you! You are one of a kind and we are all blessed to have know you and had you in our lives....you take care of yourself sweety and keep on watching over your family as I know you are doing right now. Love you. Suzie xxxxxx